Oh no, I'm so sorry...
God is there, Blue, you may not think He is but I know. I know he's there...
Sometimes, people gotta go.
I'm praying for you, and your family. If you need any help, Gabe and I are right here waiting for you. Your dad is strong to have lasted this long, so try to spend as much time with him as you can.
Even though you may not be a Christian, or not think you are, just keep on saying that your father WILL live. Because, as for everyone, words are very powerful. We love you Blue, especially me, and we're your shoulder to cry on.
God loves you, and remember He won't forget you. When you cry, He cries too. He feels everything you feel.